For 2012

1. pay liz 150.00 each week until i pay her 750.00

2. be a better daughter for mom and dad

3. get to my goal weight of 199 if im not there alreay

4.  be a better worker at work get a 10 on a shop at lease 3 of them !!!!!!

5. SAVE MY MONEY at lease 400.00 a week in my bank account

6. TRUST . only trust certin people but only people who i think can be trusted

7. NO MORE HAT wear my HAIR DOWN. and MAKEUP

True Friends?

‎...would rather be shot between the eyes with the truth, than stabbed in the heart with lies.

ok so this is how i feel right now about my so called friends   /  co workers !

so i dated this guy  irvin  hes 20 and me im 31 so that makes us 11 years age difference . 

i took a chance with him just to see if we could work out. i had left my other guy for him told  irvin i loved him etc  but also had told me he loved me to  i trusted him  alot i know i shouldent have at all. 

irvin and i  both said lets make things offical  say we are together so first person we texted was his family memeber.i think that was the biggest mistake ever. 

when i came back from vacation after a week everyone knew and everyone gave him such a hard time  and me  as well. 

i  was like damn why people gotta get up in my business like this  i mean it got so bad that my boss new that day to how that happen i have no clue i was so emberessed and mad but i let that go. 

well only after 2 days irvin left me . really your gonna leave me after 2 days WHAT A JERK. i mean really your only 20 i should of known your not ready for a sersious relationship. 

but i  didint know he was going to do me wrong hella bad this is where it all begings ....

so  as i said irvin and i broke up well we have some friends sam and sean who butt into eveything and talk about eveything  i feel like sam  destroyed us before we could even start. 

i mean hello she is married why she gotta butt into our s shit. 

well alot had happend i told hi m i would let him be for a couple of days and then he told me fully we are done. but i  keep hearing from his cousins he  really cares for me right now i just feel like whatever. i mean ya i still do care of him that will never change. but its just  sad and depressing for him to do that. 

and on top of that his friend sean put on facebook that im a "SAFEWAY  WHORE" that killed me so much i mean reall bad i been crying everyday . what kind of friends are thos that calles you names like that even if your jokeing still not funny. 

well  what i did is go to hr  which is human recorces  so did my boss. i hear that they think nothing is going to be done sean is just gonna get away with it ya right something will happen in time just watch yourself. 

i seen in the store the other day people watching so i think they are watching us because what happend. 

THE WHOLE POINT IS DONT DATE SOMEONE FROM WORK AND SOMEONE YOUNGER . AND DONT LET YOUR FRIENDS GET INVOVLED IT WILL JUST MESS EVEYTHING UP 

The Sanctuary of Jacksonville

http://www.sanctuaryofjacksonville.com/



first off i have to say i really really love this church so much . I'm so glad they are online now. my best friend attends this church and kept telling us about it . just so thank full they are online . cause they have help me threw a lot of tough times in my life. .... i just want to share 

message from god.

Amidst all the expectations, demands, requests, take some time to ground yourself in God. Take some time for yourself. 




HERE'S ANOTHER 


... that you learn what you do. If you worry a lot, then day after day you are learning how to worry even better. If you think about doing something a lot, then you are learning how to think about doing. Every moment you are happy, you are learning how to be even happier. Every time you act, you are learning how to take an action even better. What is it that you've been learning today? What is it that you want to learn tomorrow?